Genres: Angst
Other Results: 54 Series
Stories
Summary:
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 100761 Read Count: 14790
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 100761 Read Count: 14790
[Report This] Published: 04/03/21 Updated: 11/26/22
Summary: 
“Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I’m stuck in a moment
That wasn’t meant to last”**
**Backstreet Boys “I Still”
It’s been 3 years since Emma left Nick standing at the airport pleading with her to stay. They’ve both tried to make new lives for themselves but, when Addie and Howie ask them to come together for the birth of their baby girl, they’ll come face to face again. Can they move past their issues or was Emma right about moving on?
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 64 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 70464 Read Count: 92856
“Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I’m stuck in a moment
That wasn’t meant to last”**
**Backstreet Boys “I Still”
It’s been 3 years since Emma left Nick standing at the airport pleading with her to stay. They’ve both tried to make new lives for themselves but, when Addie and Howie ask them to come together for the birth of their baby girl, they’ll come face to face again. Can they move past their issues or was Emma right about moving on?
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 64 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 70464 Read Count: 92856
[Report This] Published: 02/12/17 Updated: 08/02/21
Summary: "Life takes you to unexpected places. But only love brings you home."
Nick wakes up and is told he's been in a terrible accident, without any memories of what happened. When he uncovers the truth is when the real journey begins...
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Science Fiction, Suspense
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 45830 Read Count: 49918
Nick wakes up and is told he's been in a terrible accident, without any memories of what happened. When he uncovers the truth is when the real journey begins...
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Science Fiction, Suspense
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 45830 Read Count: 49918
[Report This] Published: 10/19/15 Updated: 07/15/21
Summary: 
On his 17th birthday, Nick confesses his deepest, darkest secret to Brian. Little does he know that Brian is hiding a secret of his own.
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 46 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 81299 Read Count: 55867
On his 17th birthday, Nick confesses his deepest, darkest secret to Brian. Little does he know that Brian is hiding a secret of his own.
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 46 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 81299 Read Count: 55867
[Report This] Published: 02/07/19 Updated: 02/14/21
Summary: Songfic based on "Heartbeats" by José González
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8049 Read Count: 327
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8049 Read Count: 327
[Report This] Published: 10/23/20 Updated: 10/23/20
Summary: Some things we don't talk about
Rather do without and just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of, together all the while
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 20620 Read Count: 400
Rather do without and just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of, together all the while
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 20620 Read Count: 400
[Report This] Published: 09/10/20 Updated: 09/10/20
Summary: The first few chapters are inspired by the 'Show 'Em What You're Made Of' documentary this fiction portrays events that never happened. The story starts, when the boys are planning their 'In A World Like This' tour. Nick mentions Brians vocal issues and things spiral a bit out of control. In Later chapters we have Brian going down a dangerous path.
This fic tells a story about depression and how Brian looses himself to it. It takes us along a journey of loneliness, abuse and drug use and the consequences that has. It is about Brian and how he nearly breaks on his problems and Nick, who tries to help him get through it.
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Slash M/M, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 62161 Read Count: 607
This fic tells a story about depression and how Brian looses himself to it. It takes us along a journey of loneliness, abuse and drug use and the consequences that has. It is about Brian and how he nearly breaks on his problems and Nick, who tries to help him get through it.
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Slash M/M, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 62161 Read Count: 607
[Report This] Published: 07/30/20 Updated: 07/30/20
Summary: 
Brian doesn't know how to continue on with his life. Before he attempts to end it, he sends a letter to Nick to tell him all he is feeling.
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3342 Read Count: 104
Brian doesn't know how to continue on with his life. Before he attempts to end it, he sends a letter to Nick to tell him all he is feeling.
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3342 Read Count: 104
[Report This] Published: 07/30/20 Updated: 07/30/20
Summary: 
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Angst, Horror, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Graphic Violence, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 25057 Read Count: 22609
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Angst, Horror, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Graphic Violence, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 25057 Read Count: 22609
[Report This] Published: 02/14/15 Updated: 07/29/20
Summary: 
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Action, Adventure, Angst, Drama, Supernatural
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 8168 Read Count: 1751
It's always darkest before the dawn…
They say there is a reason for everything, that God has a plan for us all. Nick didn't know that what started off as just another day would set off a chain of events that threatened everything that mattered most to him.Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Action, Adventure, Angst, Drama, Supernatural
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 8168 Read Count: 1751
[Report This] Published: 04/01/20 Updated: 07/28/20
Summary:
After 2 years, Amelia thought she had everything set in her life. Then he came along and reminded her of the person she hid inside all her life.
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Howie, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 50478 Read Count: 16196
After 2 years, Amelia thought she had everything set in her life. Then he came along and reminded her of the person she hid inside all her life.
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Howie, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 50478 Read Count: 16196
[Report This] Published: 01/30/14 Updated: 12/16/19
Summary: 
Rachel longed for a way out of the chaotic life under the roof of her alcoholic mother so she followed her best friend, Kristin, to Florida for college. After experiencing the culture shock of adult life, Rachel finds it difficult to juggle college and working full time. Just when the pressure was starting to get too much, her life suddenly takes an interesting turn when she finds herself in the inner circle of the Backstreet Boys. Rachel and Kristin's status as fans become more intimate as they both mingle with the boys and their girlfriends. Can their friendship out stand the chaos of the pop world or will it crumble under the pressure?
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: All I Have to Give
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 40777 Read Count: 15014
Rachel longed for a way out of the chaotic life under the roof of her alcoholic mother so she followed her best friend, Kristin, to Florida for college. After experiencing the culture shock of adult life, Rachel finds it difficult to juggle college and working full time. Just when the pressure was starting to get too much, her life suddenly takes an interesting turn when she finds herself in the inner circle of the Backstreet Boys. Rachel and Kristin's status as fans become more intimate as they both mingle with the boys and their girlfriends. Can their friendship out stand the chaos of the pop world or will it crumble under the pressure?
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: All I Have to Give
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 40777 Read Count: 15014
[Report This] Published: 02/22/09 Updated: 08/15/19
Summary: A collection of assorted poetry and verse I've written over the years.
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Fantasy, Horror, Humor, Science Fiction, Supernatural
Warnings: Death, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 11588 Read Count: 45168
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Fantasy, Horror, Humor, Science Fiction, Supernatural
Warnings: Death, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 11588 Read Count: 45168
[Report This] Published: 09/24/14 Updated: 07/22/19
Summary: 
A series of one-shots that take place and happen within The Winchester Saga
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Humor, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Sexual Content, Violence
Series: The Winchester Saga
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24954 Read Count: 6279
A series of one-shots that take place and happen within The Winchester Saga
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Dramedy, Humor, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Sexual Content, Violence
Series: The Winchester Saga
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24954 Read Count: 6279
[Report This] Published: 05/22/18 Updated: 04/23/19
Summary: 
The extended Backstreet Boys family is rocked by the sudden and tragic loss of one of their own, their attention quickly turns to Bradley who is descending into a downward spiral of his own when the loss of the most important person in his life is too much to bear and everyone around him tries to prevent him from becoming the next casualty
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: Jr. BSB Series
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 18872 Read Count: 9344
The extended Backstreet Boys family is rocked by the sudden and tragic loss of one of their own, their attention quickly turns to Bradley who is descending into a downward spiral of his own when the loss of the most important person in his life is too much to bear and everyone around him tries to prevent him from becoming the next casualty
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: Jr. BSB Series
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 18872 Read Count: 9344
[Report This] Published: 02/07/19 Updated: 02/10/19
