Summary: Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2360 Read Count: 652

Summary: "Nick. This is us. - Brian said, leaning his chin upon Nick's shoulder as his arms clinged around him. - What we've been through, what we have been able to fight and win... everything that's under the bridge is what has shaped us into who we are now. I wouldn't change anything. But I won't let it define us. We're more than that. We are us."
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 18082 Read Count: 6537

Summary: Stress does funny things to a person. A little stress never hurt anyone. A little stress keeps you focused and ready for action Extreme stress causes severe headaches and panic attacks; it makes your heart think it should be ready to explode in your ribcage; it makes you wake up screaming in the middle of the night; it makes your life a complete hell.


Short story focusing on Brian and his position in the group as he tries to hold on. But how long can you keep running when the ground is slowly crumbling underneath your feet? When you need to run harder and faster and be bigger and better, how much pressure can you take before you crumble yourself?
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 35547 Read Count: 39923

Summary: They say the past can come back to haunt you. When the past comes to tap Nick on his shoulder, he makes the grave mistake of looking back.

Who were you in your past life?
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Horror, Supernatural, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Graphic Violence, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 16171 Read Count: 12560

Summary:

I'm heading for a breakdown, and maybe that's okay. Could be I'm hanging on for dear life, maybe I need to get a grip. You're the only one who makes me feel like this.

Save me, I'm falling again.
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 2139 Read Count: 2262

Summary: Sequel to Killing Me Softly



Struggling to find a bearable division between his tormented nightmares and his reality, Brian soon has to face that the monsters aren't coming from the outside to hurt him, but from within himself. Only when you've been found and brought to safety, do you realize how lost you truly are.
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Horror, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 36428 Read Count: 43519

Summary: "How come I was the last to know
Took the stage then you stole the show
Another unsuspecting Sunday afternoon.

Everything happened on Sundays. The beginning, the being finally together and the realization that happily ever after wasn't meant for them. But on an unsuspecting Sunday Afternoon, Frick went to Frack and their story began.
Categories: Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Death, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 10632 Read Count: 3510